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    Friday, April 17, 2009
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    Hello my friend, 

    I don't even know how to treat you anymore. I used to think that we had so much potential.. so much potential to be good friends... great friends together. I thought that we could perhaps be those that.. even though our cliques were different, we could still stay together and be good friends.

    But over these few days, I was taught a lesson. Perhaps I have been over-sensitive, too naive, expected too much... I don't know and I wish for no one to enlighten me... but I've learnt, I've learnt that you prioritize your friends accordingly... that somehow being in a co-ed environment did change us all... some for the better, some for the worst.

    I admit that I've changed as well... though definitely not in my hyperness or some people like Sheila would claim that it's AA-ness, which I do not wish to classify myself under any of such categories... but you, you disappoint me. You made me lose confidence in our friendship and somehow through this incident I realized that I cannot trust you because you will never treat me as the friend that I want to be treated us. 

    We fought before.. and once again, I stand here, questioning myself, is it worth it to continue this friendship that seems useless and so disadvantageous to you?

    but before that I had asked myself, is it too much to expect of a friend?

    and I realized both answers were no.

    I'm sorry, but I guess we can still be what we are, but definitely not any further.  

    I expected it from her, because she admitted it outright, but you... I expected more. 

    Maybe friendship isn't about expectations to you, but then again, if it isn't, people would never have gotten disappointed in each other in the first place. but whatever it is, I guess ours is one to toast for convenience. 

    Thank you for somehow being there. 

    Goodbye, my friend. 

    11:34 PM