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    Sunday, July 12, 2009

    I'm sick of being a failure. 

    It's very strange because there are many ways we can avoid being a failure, but somehow we don't do it. There was a nagging feeling in me throughout the whole preparation of blocks. something that told me because I wasn't smart enough, I wouldn't be able to make it without studying doubly head. something that told me that I could use the June Holidays more fruitfully, but I don't know. 

    I chose the easy way out. 

    I'm a failure not because I failed tests, but because I lost to myself. 

    I can't afford to do that anymore. 

    The worst thing is to come out with excuses. Had an headache during chem paper because I was chionging history.. couldn't do well. Excuses are just excuses. They are lousy reasons sometimes to explain failures. After the returning of the chem paper, I was sad, but I just couldn't express it. Because in the ultimate end, I knew I deserve it, so the face of indifference came.

    There's still the return of econs, math and history papers, but somehow, I feel I've already failed.

    Jiayou~

    Happiness can't be the only thing that keeps you alive.

    On the bright side, the quote from Harry Potter

    "It is not the abilities that define who we are, but our choices."

    how very true indeed.

    Jiayou. You haven't reached your potential yet.. not even near.  

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